The Secret Room

The Secret Room. The room no one person knew about. God showed me this place. It was my place to retreat, retract, and have a sense of peace around me in a dark world. But God. But God showed me His light in the darkness. He showed me a way, The way. It was in that warm dark room that I could feel safe. I had it all to myself. It was warm and dry and dark. SOOO dark. It was in the ceiling of the basement behind the wood stove. It was behind the kitchen. So I could still hear what was going on upstairs. So I knew when I could emerge from the safety of that place. God helped me find a place that protected me from having to go outside in frigid temperatures. He helped me know that His voice was with me even as a young woman. He helped me in the storm of the beginnings of my life. You see BEGINNINGS is key here. This story is just a story. But GOD. He made a way for me. He made a way when it was bleak for me. He showed me today that this beginning was a story He is using i…


It's not just in the #forgiveness of the Earthly family that hurt me, but in the gratitude for it. Learning that being grateful in it launches me higher! Allows me to help others heal. Being that conduit for healing energy, heals us both in the process.  I am No Shrinking Violet. I will not stand in the sidelines with a broken heart. I am not alone. God is at the throne! He is my deliverer! I am faithful to my God. He is Holy! He is with me. I am in His safe arms. I have this voice to tell the story that, it is not just forgiving them, but I have gratitude in those lessons.  I use God's Great healing energy to help heal others, giving my 1% back. This "story" helps me to heal others with this pain. If I had not had that past history I could not share! I am grateful for the healing in Jesus' arms!  Thank you Jesus for helping me to Let It Go.  Like the firewalk experience, when walking on a bed of 1700 degree coals, it can be like going to the fridge to get a drink of…

Jose' In My Meditation

Good Morning Friends!
A few months ago I went to an Elevated Event at my church  ⛪ where I received my prayer language!! Some of you may think this is weird or strange, BUT God gives you ALL different gifts!  This morning during my Bible studies, prayer, meditation and prayer languages I heard over and over Jose', Jose', Jose'.  Well, if any of you know me, I am very curious. Very much about the details of things.  I want to know what, where, when, how and what if! So I started looking up what the meaning of Jose' is.   I had just been reading in Genesis the past few days.  God has revealed much in this 1st book of the Bible.  I read the NIV version, my favorite. He showed me today the story of Abram and Sarai and how He wanted to bless their family, make his nation great and be a blessing for all.   How God made a covenant with Abram and said, "Do not be afraid Abram, I AM YOUR SHIELD, your very great reward."  He promised Abram a child at 99 years old! And …


Learning Opportunity 11/01/2000
Life is but an understatement
surreal and pressing on
If to learn from every mistake we make
an opportunity taken positive 
unwraps a gift 
so little known
but to me peace
Lettie R. Krell (Violette Rose)


Dare To Risk Me 08/28/2000
Words, thoughts and ideas
are an everyday tool for expressions
from within my Soul.
Find me out and see the sights
hidden under candlelight.
Journey forward with ONE
as with none other.
See and live the moment asunder,
or by oneself 
its take to surrender.
Lettie R. Krell (Violette Rose)


Thoughts Arrested 2000
Unconscious minds are not definable
to grasp the thoughts
we are aware of consciousness
to this we may arrest.
But by and by a moment
of past circumstance
that triggers a light
of remembrance
to make us grasp the past.
In understanding the grey area
revolutions to unwind,
the chaos is now remarkable
of infinity understood.
Lettie R. Krell (Violette Rose)


The Light Of My Soul 2000
Soul is open now
directed toward the Light.
Above the clouds I see
apparent mystery.
 For the eye
takes me to another place
of unity and peace.
Happiness is found...
and to this I owe...
my Soul
for it is now